Shut up! Be silent! Get out!

the ghost over my sholder won't let me rest in peace

it reminds me of my forgotten past that is hidden
and will remain that way until the time comes

the sweet, sweet lover of mine
who seems to be the knight in my shining armor
But he's lost along with me in speration and the cold hard truth of reality

Seeing lies--seeing what is not in front of me
Hearing voices--hearing the screams and cries bleeding in the air

But then waking up to nothing that is there
Just the cold and cruel silence of my own angst

But...

just,  Shut up! Be Silent! Get out!

If you try to touch me, i'll shove you away

If you try to trick me with your devious smile,
i'll slap you for your shame

If you try to befriend me, i might be sweet enough to believe you

If you say you love me...i'll cry from the heartbreak

these voices in my head--they're taking over me

When all i want is out...
they pull me right back in.~